Danni

I’ve lost all hope of sleeping, I don’t think I’d be able to sleep either way, I...

Mon, 17 Sep 2012 20:28:09 -0400

I’ve lost all hope of sleeping, I don’t think I’d be able to sleep either way, I hate sleeping without you. I just feel so alone, and you constantly occupy you thoughts, and when I open my eyes you aren’t there, there’s no Danni there for me to hug, no beautiful face there for me to look at.

Instead I’m going to write more pointless cheesy posts about my love for you, there’s no better way to occupy my time, especially seeing as you probably won’t even read these. I worry that you may get bored of me constantly being soppy, constantly being lovey, constantly being cheesy. I’d do anything for you, I love you so much, I just want you to see that, and my way of doing that clearly is just being annoyingly cheesy. There is the chance that me saying you’re gorgeous and beautiful everyday may diminish the value of me saying it… but truth is you are gorgeous and beautiful everyday, insanely beautiful. The sight of you never fails to take my breath away. I can still remember waiting for you at the bottom of my street, waiting there in the cold and rain sometimes, feeling miserable for myself (not entirely true, I was always incredibly happy that I was about to see your beautiful self, just feeling a little sorry for myself freezing to death ;)) and seeing you stroll down that little hill, either huddled up in your coat looking all cute or openly strolling away with a big gorgeous smile on your face. Every time I would think the same thing “Holy fuck, I am the luckiest man in the world” and eventually manage to close my mouth and catch my breath again. I still have that effect now, every time. You just make my heart skip a beat, make me just want to run up to you and hold you tight, kiss you so deeply, and just stay there with you forgetting everything around us.

God fucking damn it I love you.

Our love

Mon, 17 Sep 2012 20:14:00 -0400

Our love

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Mon, 17 Sep 2012 20:11:54 -0400

I feel compelled to write on here, I don’t even think you’ll actually read these posts....

Mon, 17 Sep 2012 20:10:52 -0400

I feel compelled to write on here, I don’t even think you’ll actually read these posts. Whatever, this is my place to talk about my love for you, and I have so much love for you that I just feel the need to share it :D

I can’t not look at you and not feel my heart rate raise a few beats. I can’t not see that beautiful face and not just forget about everything else in the world. Get lost into those eyes and not think that everything in the world is perfect. See those luscious lips and not feel the urge to kiss them so deeply. See you and not know that the world is full of many beautiful sights, hell the universe if full of wondrous amazing things, but nothing can quite compare to you Danni. Jesus Christ that cheese :s I don’t know where I come up with it most of the time :p I guess you’re just my muse, you inspire me to make great cheese ;) I’ve never been more sure about anything in my life than forever with you, I’ve never really had a purpose in life, I used to just trudge along aimlessly and hope I continue in the right direction… well until I met you anyway. Now I know that whatever life throws at me, whatever happens, as long as I have little, cute, beautiful, lovely, perfect you by my side, then everything in life will be fine.

You are worth everything to me, you are my everything, I need to have you in my life, I need to see that smile, hear that laugh, because when you’re by my side I can’t help but be happy, and there’s nothing that makes me happier in this world, than to see and make you happy. I love you so very much, beyond infinity one might say. I love you <3

I don’t actually expect you to look at this tbh Danni, I don’t know if you want to look...

Mon, 17 Sep 2012 19:49:40 -0400

I don’t actually expect you to look at this tbh Danni, I don’t know if you want to look at this tumblr. This tumblr was dedicated to my love for you Danni, my love that has never changed, it has always been eternal for you, and always will be. I know you don’t want to talk right now, don’t want to hear all my cheesiness, I’m going to keep trying though, because I love you.

I want nothing better than to lay down on your bed with you, and just be comfortable with you in my arms. We wouldn’t even have to say anything, just be comfortable in each other’s silence. I just want to feel your body against mine, I want to give you all my body warmth as your room is cold without me, I want to feel your body against mine, just lightly breathing. I wouldn’t mind if you fell asleep on me, in fact I love that, because I know you’re just so comfortable and feel so secure that you know that you can sleep on me, you know that I would protect you from anything and that I love you with all my heart. I just want to feel you Danni, I just want us to both feel the love from each other radiate off. Wow I out cheesed myself there :p I don’t care though, why should I care if I’m cheesy or not, I’m just telling you how much I love you, in my own little special way, sure it may get tiresome at times and just over soppy, but I love you, and I just can’t find the words to describe just how much I love you, so I try to describe it as best I can.

Whether you read this or not, I love you with all my heart <3 and I know that I’ll never stop loving you, my love has never changed, only grown. You are my one Danni, I know this in my heart. Never doubt my love for you <3

That's enough tumblr for me I think :p I'm sorry I'm having an emotional burst D: I love you <3

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Thu, 05 Jul 2012 00:11:58 -0400

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Thu, 05 Jul 2012 00:09:54 -0400

Picture the scene, I’m walking home with Liam from Dan Gray’s, it’s the day of my birthday, and I’m incredibly keen to see you. I’ve been texting you all night (as we did back then, we never stopped texting each other) and I just want to see you so badly right now. The time is past midnight so officially it isn’t my birthday anymore but that isn’t important. I just remember how you were in your pyjamas, you were snuggled up in bed, you were safe and secure, but you were completely prepared to get dressed, and come see me despite the fact that your parents probably would not be happy with that at all. That just showed me how far you would go, how much you cared about me.

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Thu, 05 Jul 2012 00:06:26 -0400

I love you, I love you so fucking much. I will always love you, and always try my hardest each day to show truly how much I love you. Sometimes I have bumps, I fuck up, I do something stupid, then I suffer for it, however I know you love me too and that's just the best part, I know you feel the exact same way. Never leave me Danni, I just don't know what I'll do without you.

Thu, 05 Jul 2012 00:04:45 -0400

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Thu, 05 Jul 2012 00:02:27 -0400

I was hiiiiiiiiiighly considering this but stopped myself as I...

Thu, 05 Jul 2012 00:00:56 -0400

I was hiiiiiiiiiighly considering this but stopped myself as I didn’t want to wake you up, I very nearly came up to your house just to come see you.

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